Guilt, Guilt, Guilt

Now, the major guilt has set in. I'm feeling even worse reviewing the times that I wasn't with her, and how I should have spent more time with her. Gosh, life is sooo short! I can't believe that she was just a cute, little puppy, who loved me from the start over 15 years ago!

I should have taken her on more car rides, and bought her more Frosty Paws, and had her hip replaced. She was my whole world. Now, I have no one to come home to.

Harley, I really hope that it's true what they say, and that you are enjoying your new life in Heaven. It's all that I can pray for because I'm lost without you. I just didn't want you to cry at night anymore or fall when you tried to go outside. I kept telling myself that you were going to break a world record and live to be at least 20. Even that is not old enough! Why do birds live so long? It's so unfair!