Your Presence

I think you were laying on my bed last night. When I moved the blanket back to get into bed, it was heavy, like you were laying there. I hope it was you! I miss you so much.

XOOXOX

Facebook Saying

You were supposed to post this on your Facebook page, which I did in your honor...

I wish heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, & days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories & a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, from which I'll never part. God has you in his arms. I have you in my heart! ~~ Re-post if you love someone in heaven~~

Wyatt

Yesterday, my Hewitt friend Mike's dog had to be put to sleep. His name was Wyatt and he was 11 years old. He was similar to you, Har in that he didn't always like everyone. He got in trouble for biting a few times too, but we loved you anyhow.
I created a short video for Mike with photos of Wyatt and it made me very sad. It brought back a lot of painful memories.

I just tried watching your video again, and started crying.

Play with Wyatt and have fun.  I miss you more than you will ever know. I still feel so guilty for putting you to sleep.

Will She Ever Get Over It?

Daisy absolutely does not like me any longer. She does not trust me at all. She looks at me out of the corner of her eye. She hisses at me (like a cat).

If she only knew how it ripped my heart out to do what I had to do. And, I wish that I didn't do it.

I loved Harley more than she did. At least I was nicer to her.

Update

Harley, I haven't forgotten about you although I haven't written in a while. It's just that it makes me so sad. I miss you so much still.

Daisy really misses you too. Although, she still has not forgiven me for taking you away!

I think about you all the time. Sydney is writing a story for her Young Author's class about you.

Sometimes I even forget that you're gone, and I do a second take because I think that I just saw you or I accidentally call your name.